Dachau will be Kid Stuff by the time they are through.
ignore it. Be aware, but ignore it. It's just another manifestation of
nihilism. Whether a cruel word or a nuclear explosion, it still boils
down to one thing: nihilism. Such acts just cited are only symptoms of
this nihilism. Besides, didn't George just post to us a lovely
channeling session, which advice for our present time on Urantia, is:
"Your responsibility now is to simply relax."
could one POSSIBLY relax under a blitz of terrorist scenarios which,
for all we know, are simply preposterous penny operas conjured up by
Angels...all of which are unbelievable; yet they have hypnotized (most
of) us to believe everything our 5 senses tell us.
This is where
the "6th" sense steps in, and extrapolates logical future scenarios as
a possible evolutionary outcome of any present scenario. And this is
what MY psychic sense (and my Angels) show me:
No one is
starving. No one is ill. There is no war, no violence, no bigotry...in
fact, no thing REAL that has to do with any sort of nihilistic
perception. The Angels take over the minds and bodies of those who seem
to be sufferers of this or that ailment or persecution. The actual
SOUL--that is, CONSCIOUSNESS--of the human "victim" has already been
shunted into a happier dimension. If he survives the "ordeal" (at least
as perceived by others who are not in on The Secret).
IOW: Dachau IS kid stuff!
that people don't suffer...but that the WORST atrocities in our history
were all PLAYED OUT by Angels for our benefit: that we learn compassion
w/o any human REALLY suffering to such horrid extremes.
of such ordeals (such as concentration camp internment) have a friendly
pact with their Angels, to not reveal the truth (they didn't really
suffer internment), but to believably convey a rehearsed spiel to
convince the uninitiated (still the vast majority of homo sapiens) that
he indeed suffered to those extremes.
But this is all about to
change, with homosexual equality being the final death rattle of old
ways that were steeped in superstition and coercion. This does of
course mean "sexual minorities", not just the same-sex one. However, it
is among our smaller 100%-homosexual sub group, wherein lies the Holy
Grail of brotherly love.
And that is what I'm about, and what I
do my best to convey on my "Gay Bible" web site. For more details on my
Angel-Optimistic philosophy, see my lovely essay:
remember not to stop at the end of Part 1...but go on and read Parts 2
and 3; before conjuring up any conclusions of your own. Which are more
likely unresolved, residual brainwash memes that inspire you to hate
homosexuals on at last ONE significant level, albeit well-concealed.
Believe me: if you are hetero with gay friends, yet still regard gays
as inferior in some way to straights...your spirit does indeed harbor a
significant vestige of homophobia.
It started with Cain & Abel...and is why Jesus was crucified. Homosexual Love.
Remember good ol' Meher Baba? He said the same thing 20 years ago, that George just said today, in his mailing list. Only in slightly different words:
George, who is obviously (to me, anyway) one of these Angels
participating in creating false scenarios of imminent danger...or at
least, he is a MESSENGER of this, by recirculating news of great
And no doubt he's cracking up this very moment, for my brazen act of ripping asunder the Veil of Illusion.
doubt George set everything up, this cyber-path that led me to post a
remark to him, which then opened this door into Jonny's heroic
struggle. Maybe he even set this stuff up YEARS even EONS ago...just to
get the small stuff out of the way, so he could focus on building
Walk brightly, every bodies! For I am:
-- Jehovah's Queer Witness (Zeke Krahlin) - Shamanic Story Teller & Trickster "Breeders are gonna sue the hell outta this pervert!" -Andrew Twice Laid http://www.gay-bible.org" title="http://www.gay-bible.org" target="_blank"http://www.gay-bible.org
(This little avatar has no spare money at all, but if I did, I'd spend
it visiting each and every Urantian. Soon, very soon, I shall be able
to walk the earth w/o any money, or ID, or credit card, anywhere on
Urantia...and there'll be no lack of people eager to provide me
shelter, food, companionship and anything else that pleases me. But all
I'm really looking for is a hunky Lapland reindeer herder to fulfill my
gay wet dream of an Arctic boyfriend. I'd "land" in his "lap" any day!)
I realize this missive is only posted to you, Judy...and not to any
mailing list. This is my PERSONAL gift to you, for your kind outreach:
my latest Angelic Missive, and you the first to read it. You are of
course free to share this, or anything else I post to you, to anyone
else you desire, to any site you desire. Jonny is acting really nasty
now, so I stay away for the time being...but that's a good sign he's
well on the road to recovery. They're ALWAYS like that (men that is):
kicking and screaming upon Spiritual Rebirth. So of course they strike
out at the first person they see: their Deliverer. But my work has been
accomplished for this fine young man...if I lose his friendship as a
necessary part of the healing process...well, I cherish those tears,
each and every one.
suddenly gotten embroiled in a medical malpractice suit with a formerly
homeless friend. His arm required two operations, due to a dirty needle
when he was still using. The first operation was just over a year ago.
the last operation, the surgeon "accidentally" sliced an artery, said
nothing about that, and sewed him up. Well, Jonny had a lump grow under
the wound two nights later, he pushed it out,and out came what looked
like a long, fat, bright red worm. It was a BLOOD CLOT...and blood
started spurting from his arm.
And as it also turns out, Jonny
has become (over the process of four years) my very dearest of friends,
and Platonic lover. So I'm in a rage. Begging anyone who reads this, to
call and/or e-mail S.F. Mayor Gavin Newsom. Tell them to listen to me,
Zeke Krahlin, not hang up or ignore him. Please read on, to learn why
I'm posting this appeal everywhere.
As a counterculture type,
I've remained unknown to the public at large, regardless of my many
years devotion to gay and street activism. So it comes as a difficult
challenge, to get the mayor's office, the gay media, and even the
mainstream media, to listen to my desperate appeal that really needs
answering NOW, not waiting till some "next" meeting a week or two down
the line. For by that time, JONNY MIGHT BE DEAD, or lose his arm. I
tell them to visit my website [ gay-bible.org ] since it also serves
quite well for my online portfolio. Therein is all the evidence and
history of my activism, and many of my good works.
realize that Goddess for whatever reason, has chosen me to become a
powerful shaman. And that the path of a shaman includes a whole bunch
of years where you are ignored, vilified, humiliated, and otherwise
treated like a loser, a nobody. But as a maturing spirit, I accept this
situation--as I now do all difficult situations--as a CHALLENGE to
overcome this terrible obstacle. And one way to do this, is COMPOSE
THIS MESSAGE, and distribute throughout the Internet.
This is an
EMERGENCY, and I want AT LEAST, leaders in this Bay Area to WITNESS how
medical abuse KILLS people, and/or at least DEBILITATES their lives by
INTENTIONALLY SETTING THEM UP to become HIGHLY SUSCEPTIBLE to horrid
viruses and bacterium such as the FLESH EATING VIRUS and its less rabid
twin CELLULITIS, which the doctor said his arm may develop into having
a case of.
MAY develop? Is this a psychological preparation for
my Jonny to ACCEPT this "cellulitis" which then will lead to getting
him to ACCEPT the loss of a limb. Yeah, right. This is nothing less
than Nazi butchery.
I waited at home for TWO HOURS to see if the
mayor's office would get back to me, like they said...but nope, they
did not. Even though I made sure THEY KNOW that Jonny is a great guy
who does a lot of good...was a homeless heroin addict until recently
(thanks in part to my constant friendship; often from a distance to
avoid codependency). I had to step out for coffee and unwind. When I
got home a few hours later, STILL NO PHONE CALL from ANY media outlet I
called, as well as the Mayor's office. Here's the list of places I did
call. Responses were varied, but all were NOT really interested in even
directing me to a useful resource...such as a reporter who MIGHT see
this as a big scoop.
No, it's all just pure, unadulterated
HATRED against homosexuals ("Why won't they go away?" "THEY'RE the
reason the world's such a mess!"), and against ANYONE ELSE who is
destitute, and not playing the power elite game by kissing its ass 24/7.
no one in authority has yet to show some recognition towards Jonny's
good spirit. And I can only have faith in my angels, that Jonny's arm
will heal WITHOUT depending up any doctor, hospital, authority, or
so-called "outreach" services. For the EMERGENCY has to do with an
actively clotting ARTERY...the OTHER long term issues around this, I
can deal with fine...but Jonny is NOT OUT OF THE WOODS yet, AFAICT; and
as someone who walks the Path of Joy as best he can, I really don't
think I'm obsessing over a worst-case scenario, but TRULY ANSWERING TO
MY CONSCIENCE. And I believe this particular situation is a prime
example of the difference between true love and ethical responsibility
that many would nihilistically regard as full-blown codependency.
this is indeed a large bone I have to pick with the 12-step community:
I believe the tenet of avoiding codependency is WAY TOO OFTEN used as
an excuse to shun your brother when he is lost and suffering. It's a
cleverly VICIOUS way of wrecking real friendships and more intimate,
joyful relations...probably out of jealousy. When the 12-step process
turns into one where it's not USED for a game of one-upsmanship, then
maybe I'll find new respect in that community, and less revulsion.
Meanwhile, I'll continue my OWN methodology withOUT 12-step and Alanon
dogma...performing my highly successful healings MINUS all that
If Jonny's going to lose an arm or (goddess
forbid) DIE, I want it IN THEIR FACES NOW. Don't let them sweep this
under the carpet! If our leaders can't display this simple request of
compassion...that would only serve to be a feather in THEIR cap, as
well--then we must EACH assume SOME responsibility in resolving this to
a favorable outcome for Jonny. Whose victory shall also lead the way
towards liberating others who are/were homeless and addicted with NO
real outreach from those who are SUPPOSED to serve the public,
ESPECIALLY AND ABOVE ALL, in life-threatening situations for ANY of our
residents. INCLUDING those without a roof over their heads, those who
are NOT heterosexual, and those who DARE to be creative.
Inquisition II! It's the witch hunts all over again! It's worldwide
Nazi Dominion! It's all that rolled up into one, and much, much more!
Starring guess who? The Governator!
So THIS is what I'm
occupied with these days. Put out the word re. Jonny and others like
him who are victims of medical abuse, neglect, experimentation, and
torture. It's happening again...but no one cares, at City Hall. In
fact, they are PARTICIPATING in it...the corruption's THAT complete.
wanted the Mayor to shake Jonny's hand, to thank him for making the
streets of Gay Mecca safer for sexual minorities...and for helping SO
MANY homeless get their acts together. Now, just when Jonny is on an
even keel, respecting every thing i suggest for his betterment...along
comes this tragic medical nightmare.
Jonny is the reason why the
Recycling Center front of Safeway on Market & Dolores Streets, is
now very clean, organized, without any bad odors...and all the workers
are better organized and no one acts rude, mean or violent. Jonny is
the reason why the streets in The Castro are (relatively) safer...for
he numbers among a handful of decent people who work among the homeless
to improve their quality of life and thus that of the neighborhood.
Jonny watches over all his friends, include those who, like myself, are
gay. While there are indeed nasty curs out there on the streets, there
are also a handful of great guys and gals...and Jonny is definitely one
Jonny ALSO shows much promise as a talented computer
programmer and/or hacker...just for those in cyberspace who admire such
talent, as I do. He is already building working PCs by cobbling
together discarded parts so available to him via recycled garbage. And
this, before he even has taken his first class...which he is soon
scheduled for; that is: his first semester at community college for
I wanted the Mayor to PERSONALLY assign to
Jonny the BEST attorney possible to fight the Nazi injustice going down
at S.F. General. Jonny may NEVER see a doctor again, even if *I have to
do operate on him myself.
I wanted the Mayor to OFFER Jonny a
position of influence where he can CONTINUE to help others less
fortunate...and do it even BETTER with our city's resources backing him
But what I wanted, probably won't happen, I now realize. This MUST be a grassroots inspired movement. Hence, this appeal.
know NUMEROUS OTHER homeless people (many of whom I DESPISE because of
their stubborn clinging on to their bible-brainwashed homophobia),
who've been NEEDLESSLY SCARRED by surgeons at S.F. General, simply to
REMIND THEM that they are NOT part of the wealthy classes who have the
money to buy premium health care. To remind them they are less than
human, in their eyes.
since I'm on a roll, let me be sure that everyone's consciousness is
raised to realize that a major reason for these cruel prejudices is
ANTI-GAY DOGMA. For in so giving a GODLY seal of approval towards
terrorizing homosexuals, it then keeps the door open towards
persecuting any OTHER minority group, as well as keep females relegated
to sex workers, house slaves, and breeding factories. For condemnation of same-sex love perpetrates male violence, and is the cause of MANY if not MOST of our wars.
seems to me that the lack of concern and/or outright hostility I've
received not just from the mayor's office, but from the gay and
mainstream local news media, reveals a horrid reality staring us in the
face. No, this is way scary, though true:
For what this tells me
(being God's Little Litmus Test For Our Queer Community, that I am), is
that even our LEADERS of the San Francisco Bay Area--including all the
lower tiers of power in this WASP hierarchy--are just as ready as
anyone ELSE in these sorry so-called "united" states, to terrorize,
root out, round up, torture, and MURDER everyone they see, know of, or
hear about, that seems to be homosexual or some OTHER non-hetero
For in so brain washing ALL people against queers,
almost EVERY non-gay minority still harbors ENORMOUS hatred and wishes
for violence and death of gay people. And that is the open door common
to each, through which our Capitalist Masters maintain their
(seemingly) Indivisible Hegemony.
My Goddess Athena (of whom I number among Her most DEVOTED servants) has handed me a sword in lieu of an olive branch.